21May2010

Friday . went school , went home . on computer , signed on msn . vii strted to say wht no.1 always no.1 , no.2 always no.2 cuz 1e2 is 2 is btr than 1 ? for the class reputation . whteva ... nvm quarreled aftr tht -.-? well nth . played audi , closed com.

Zilians :)


22May2010

Went out with tonqq twinneh :) met her at 11.10am . played ddrx in jp since she didnt bring her ez-link card . at 1st i want go dhoby play arcade de.. .__.
saw tht bitch in jp's arcade at the counter . heard tonqq said she pointed at us , sure is say bad words , i dont mind . LOL ! played a rnd of ddrx , saw Nicole .P & Vanessa .C ~ nicole waved to me :x? waved back . continued to play 2nd rnd of ddrx with twinneh xD lmao , then nicole ta men tapped 5 times o.o.. tonqq went top up her card , tapped thrice on ddrx . then she ask me go top up . then use my card tap another 2times of credits. total up 5 rnds :P waited them to play finish . their last rnd / last stage failed .. but the machine continue to play the arrows , they simply just left . me & tonqq took over to help , but you know , ddrx once failed cant pass le no matter how well you do at the back.
Went eat mcdonald xD lunch time :P bought mcwing meal upsize~ saw TAN SIN KAI in mcdonaldd , i dont tink he rmb me D: then saw doris with her frens , she rmb-ed me ! LOL.. continued to eat , ate abt like 1hr then finish ? chatted as we eat :D YUMM :P
went tonqq's hse to take her ez-link card , wanted to go dhoby , then say go bugis? but due to time limit , dont have go . went lot1, played 2rnds of ddrx . wanted to watch movie at 1st, but the time slots all cmi . so didnt . woots , played 9rnds of ddrx in total! e-amusement card lvl to 13 or 14 o.o...~~ went home .
at home, used com . saw some hurting words from vii on facebook -.-...

Vivi : I already said SORRY when im not @ fault . Yet you still continue to blame . You hate showoffs , aint you one too ? Just sharing wad my class tee wrote . Need say 1e1 sucks ,showoffs ,fucking idiots, nerdys ? i didnt say your class stupid , nerds right ? Why bother to fight on ? ONLY YOU think that 1e1 is not happy , not fun , thats only wad you think .I never look down @ 1e2e3e4, NA , Nt . WHO SAYS . Nv see properly arh . i Wrote : My class tee is ' my class is better than your class ' Nv say is 1e2 right ? Wads wrong with you girl. And i ask : Your class tee is 2 is better than 1 arh ? And i said : 2 is always no. 2 , 1 is always no. 1 . Its not always good to be no.1 ok? Anw , wads wrong with ... See Moreno. 2 ? You finally said wad inside your heart . Im a fucking idiot , nerdy , sucker . Yeahh . You said : 1e1 "" . Actually you are saying me right ? I think highly of you alright . You are chio (true) , smart ( Jy on science ) , everything . Just that you spent more time on com . You got talent . Please stop accusing me . Isnt that hurting to say ? I noe , 1e2 is fun . Everyclass is fun alright . But you didnt even experience wad my class did . We joked , we laughed , played with chers / friends . They are my dam dam PRECIOUS ones . If you wan say , SAY ONLY ME , dun say my class . I noe , this is only a misunderstanding . But , will you ever understand , the efforts that my class did ? We cared for each other , thats 1e1 . 1e1 never looked down . We looked up and challenge others and strive together . I always thought that you are a very good friend , or .. am i wrong about you . That day , band , i was emo-ing , do you noe why ? I was quite sick that you keep complaining PAIN cos' of your ulcer . I noe its pain , but ! For every song we practice . You said pain . pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .pain .
Look , if you are me , you will say : Stop it larh ! , well , i didnt . Lots of things , i kept inside my heart . Like Michelle , she hit me , on my face , and jordon , there , laughing . I dun talk to her for sometime but on the next day , i forgave her , without complaining again . Cos' friends quarrels . You were quite funny , when you are talking to me in the early morning , or after school , you talk , like SOSOSO SOFT , cant hear a thing . In school hours , when you talk to other ppl and me , you shout or scream or wadever , quite high pitch . ( too hyper :D) Always have a " VIIII ! " I dunnoe , when i talked to you , like .. are you even listening ? You said your class bully you , thats because you are fun to play with :D . Sometimes , i thought , why am i so different . I dun dare to hurt ppl , in the end ppl hurt me ( not you ) . I wondered , if i hurt ppl , will ppl hurt me ? Cher always say , you judge ppl , hurt ppl , or wadever , ppl will judge you , hurt you . Well , i dun think its true . No matter how nice i treat ppl , they just keep on hurting me . ( not you ) And dun blame us 1e1s for being hao lian . CherSSSS wan us get no. 1 for everything . They had high expection of us , we cant be bothered that other classes win us , we will lose face . Cher keep saying : YOU ARE 1e1 I EXPECTED MORE FROM YOU ! YOU ARE 1e1 , YOU MUST BEHAVE YOURSELF ! YOU ARE 1e1 , YOU MUST NOT LET OTHER CLASS OVERTAKE YOU ! YOU ARE 1e1 , YOU MUST BE A GOOD ROLE MODEL ! Blahblah . I dun expect you to read craps . Just be more understanding , why our class are like that . But they are more fun that you can even imagine , thats why , i LOVE 1e1 more than 66 . 1e1 is just more crazy than 66 . Dun belief ? Go 2e1 next year lorh . You will noe it . Wahh , look like an essay . No offence arh . I didnt force you to read craps . I am just trying to solve the misunderstand we've cause == .
ALOT ALOT of things kept inside my dam cramped heart . I just dunnoe how to express out .

Me : ... It's YOU who said tht no. 2 is always no. 2 . no . 1 is btr than no. 2 . isnt tht insulting? & i only asked u to shut up , but u go & put ur title of msn as 1E2 sucks or whteva . wht's the point? u strted it . so i continued with it . & u didnt say sry . & yea , i noe tht u'r emo bcuz of me , i felt guilty . & tht's wher i hate aBT. frens shld ... See Moreshare their sadness wif each other , arent i rite? & in audi , u complained laq , did i say anything ? true the ulcers are pain . but i did not say it more than 10times in a day . but u wrote so much . & i only said i hate ppl who show off , but did i eva said it's you? the answer is no . since it's a no , y did u say tht just to hurt my feelings? it hurts , dont u noe tht? see , u finally speak ur mind out . although i can understand how u feel , but tht's not the main point . even if tht's , it's not my fault! it's gd to hyper rather than emo , im just trying to be fun . so tht i can make everyone in my class happy! + my frens. & it's believe . & im always listening to wht u said , just tht i dont understand it. but i did not want to let you repeat it times & times . as i know tht u can get hurt from it . it's like , wheneva ppl ask u to repeat sth times & times agn , u dont bother to say it . so wht's the point of me requesting you to say it agn? u will always say : " nvm , nth " wht can i do? & my show off was like .. i didnt say my class btr than other classes , i only compare my results wif other ppl , wht's wrong wif it. i oso did tink highly of you , but u just dont appreciate it . SO WHT? damn crappy . just tht , u said tht 1e1 more clever than 1e2 , clever = nerd , dont you noe tht ? mayb u dk. as u'r part of them. u said ur class is clever . so it's you who say ur class is nerd! who's the fault of mine? NONE. it's u who strted the stupid thing . i did not , tht's wht i can tell you . i didnt mean to argue with you , but i have to . as i dont like wht u said abt my class . u said tht 2 is always no. 2 , the meaning in it was like ... saying ppl from e2-s cant climb up to e1-s . tht's the meaning you know? do u even know wht's insulting? i dont tink u know . as if u know tht , u wont say tht . the words tht came out from you truely hurts . i like 6/6 more than 1e2 , but y? it's becuz ppl are more hyper & are fun to be with ! so im just trying to act as a clown in my class to cheer ppl up . wht's my audi ign? ~xSunshine~ rite? sunshine shines on ppl & it's supposed to cheer ppl up & make them feels gd in the class . why? why did u bother to continue to insult me when i stopped the argue? i did not bother to say anything alr . but u just simply continue to attract my attention cuz you wanted me to continue to argue with you! @_@ it's not like i want to? u strted it . & aftr u said tht 1e2 rocks or whteva , i did not blame you alr . but yet , you continued it . since you continued it , im not goin to stop it anymore until u said SORRY. & it must be true . you think it's fun to argue? no . tht's wht i can tell you. i did not accuse you , but u insulted me! since you insulted me & my class , of cuz . i have the right to say ur class , dont you agree with wht i say? it's a need for me to fight justice for my class , you see . i said im kind , im caring , it's true. tht's not call as showing off . mayb you just dont understand wht i mean . im a good fren , just tht you wanted to argue with me , fine! tht's wht u wanted. rite? hmph-s , it's you who used 1E1 & 1E2 as comparison . so why cant i? since you can , so i do i ! you tink it's funny? no . this 's a serious matter . if you want me be to be cruel towards you , i can make ur wish come true . i can oso be kind towards you if you doesnt want me to , but why.. why did u choose this path when u do not have to? it's you . it's you who chose wht u wanted , & im just helping you to fulfill ur wish .. & let it come true. arent i kind enough to do tht? & im haolian , i agree . & i hate myself for tht . but wht can i do? it's my personality . but wht i said was only abt me when im haolian .. but YOU , criticize ppl . u chose to blame me when im not the one @ fault . so wht ? i did not want to continue this . i just wanted to say . happiness & sadness are to be shared among frens . so i said pain . i just wanted to let you share the pain wif me! tht's wht frens means. & you said : "morning" rite? i just dont wanna let ppl complain & wake the residents up . im caring . it's you to choose whether to treat me like devil , ignore me , like wht ur fav. band senior siyuan did . you can oso choose to treat me like angel . it all depends on how you wanted to treat me as . i can be rude , cruel , kind , caring , friendly towards you if u really treat me as ur fren . but you ignored me during recess . whenever i called out for you . why ? it's because you scared tht i will make u lose face . T.T tht's wher im hurt . u went along with ur frens & ignored me . so .. wht am i? wht am i really to you?! mayb wht my mum said is true ... i cant believe in frens totally . i used to believe you with all my might last time .. but you disappointed me ... & my heart was brokened . u teared it & you cant be able to repair it . even when u can , it cant be recovered fully . u chose to ignore me , but i tried to cheer u up as i treat you as my fren , but you dont even appreciate wht i did for you ... ... i have done so much for you just tht u dk , & when jordon talk bad of you , i spoke up for you . & now , u'r saying tht u'r wrong of me tht actually im not a true friend... u chose ur path to ignore me & hang rnd 2gt with michelle , phyllis & nicole .

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Pictures taken by tonqq :P copied from her blog , LOLOL. ( her zilians & some of me :P )



Zilians at home , night ._.



















23May2010

Continued to chao wif vivi. lalala , dk wht the ending is .
hmphs , played a ghost game? scary -.-.. actually not scared by the game , by instead , scared by my sis's high pitch scream! go this website if you want to try it :x~ http://www.sinthaistudio.com/thehouse2/
took some pictures of it , didnt wanna upload cuz suddenly dont feel like . deleted the pictures .
for ur information , had my hair cut today! :)

NEW HAIRCUT! :P

see my hair so lonqq!! @_@