29April2010

it's a thurs :Dwent to sch, went to parade square .nvr revise for exam..? x.x! then my chinese compo dk got 离题 anot..? T.T i will die zxc.!! RAWRRS, siann..

Paper1 - Chinese compo : 50marks.
--------- Chinese si han : 20marks.
RECESS~ ----- 10am to 10.40am ~
Paper2 - Chinese worksheet : 110marks.
GO home time :)

truely dk how much i will get.. probably hen lan lorhhs.. T.T?! lols... lalala, it's a life & death matter o.o.. jordon kept on saying the chinese exam so easy, show off. well, it's b"cuz he choose de compo Q was easyy.. It's not tht idw to choose tht Q, but i read my own Q wrongly.. -.-?
it was actually “一个我就感激的人”　but i wrote “我就感激的人” sian? i said tht it was my family, my dad, mum & sister. but? ? it was YI GE! @_@ i only saw the 2words last min.
so last paragraph wrote tht if i had to choose one of them to be grateful 2wards,
i will choose my mother cuz she wei me fu chu alot? hais.. i diedie le T.T story also dont have..
i just wrote y i will be grateful towards them.. zz? aftr chinese exam, wanted to wait for vii.
just at her classroom, but too lonqq le, dont wanna w8.
It's too embarrassed to be standing them like a statue & like tht ppl will say u? so... i went to the stairs, omgomg. so many ppl crowding ther. how am i supposed to go out?
didnt saw eunmi at 1st, but ltr when i wan to use another stairs to go gate , she called out to me, i was like, who??! LOL. then saw her le.. i offered her if she wants to share my umbrella with me :) then she say yes lorhhs, ( i helpful & kind & frenly rite? xD )
walked to the buildings near our schh, mayb cuz the umbrella not tht BIG.. so got a bit wet on the side of my shoulder & her's. closed my umbrella, walked the LONQQ cut to the interchange. she goin take mrt while i take bus, shun lu marhhs? xD halfway, reaching the traffic light, saw louis walking in, chatted. then eunmi wants him to treat her harshbrown cuz she said tht recess louis kept on buying it to eat several times, hai her want to buy & eat.? LOL!! then dk wht me & louis chatted abt, only can rmb he say, then next time i share umbrella with u lorhhs? then i say : "u so tall, i so short, ltr share is i chi kui" then say byebye le, lmao-s. then at traffic light ther saw mwk , chatted. he went home, i went bus interchange, eunmi to mrt station.
lalalala~ :D reach home, took some pics.

i like the light :)

30April2010

stayed back for pw? ;zzz! @_@ went to library , with bao er. left our bags outside library .
saw jordon chiong perverting my nuer kirstin. wtf, hatediehim! ;zz
went in library with bao er.. find books to read, realise tht ther was some strange comics in the library o.o. & ther was actually chinese textbooks on the chinese section..? LOL!! can dont buy chinese textbook liao -.-? just keep on renewing the textbook from library ok le..? ;wild!
nvm, kept went in & out the library , just to find my group members. they just went lost. -.-
cant find them, told myself if by 2.40pm they dont appear b4 me, i just go home can le. :) ohh, ya, shyt. hw haven do.. w8 till sunday then do bahhs.. :x read books wif bao er for lonqq. We so guai kia :P got a class conducting in library i tinkk. 0.0
hais.. it was like hiding in the library from 1pm till 2.30pm...
then 2.30pm , jordon tapped me, ask me go com lab see if got munira anot. dont hav tht's wht i said.. fine, we went down to 2nd floor. teacher student interaction it says. ( i tinkk.. ) then chatted ther, dont care 1st. then went up to 4th floor de com lab 1. waited for awhile, finally teacher come. into the com lab, do our pw. then the backgroud pic dk y keep disappear de? x.x
till 4pm, closed computer. went outside of lab, chatted with kirstin awhile.. then i went home. dont care of other ppl. fan zheng they oso dont nid me de larhhs..
T.T feels so alone just thenn.. realised tht im always alone, just tht i dont wanna say. frens were fake, none of it was true. truely, have no frens at all. it's all tht i can say, i feels so dead in jwss..
chers duo zheng dui wo. i noe i too cute, but y must they do tht to me?
it misable u noe? hav u ever experienced it? i have no love , i have no frens , i just have nth..
it's the truth tht i wanna die out from this world.. well, i like the SOMEONE but dont dare sayy.
& wished to bury it 4ever in my heart.. cuz i noe tht they will nvr love me back .. :\ reached home, sleep. used com, go for expert arena, not late. but then aftr expert arena , chatted wif vanessa. on msn & facebook. she used webcam & video call o.o..
lmao? then aftr using wan com, called her. she accidentally hung up the call, so, nvm.
chat next time then :)

a pic of zilian b4 sleeping..

1May2010

Happy 1st day of may :)
I wanna say i love you, but i dont dare.. :O i can only qiao qiao de be with you, but cant be doin anything. i might be able to help it, but dont realli wanna to.. & i will try to forget tht iloveyou b4 aftr 10days.. On the 11May2010 i shall stop loving you . Until the time u say u love me :) i shall not wait. i will be alone 4ever. always on my own.. & tht's my negative thinking .. i have no positive thinking u see..