UPSET . DAMN UPSET . HEART SANK .

IM UPSET . ): i know that's telling , because im simply telling you tht im upset )):
Hell yea , i crying right now , over the matter between us ... is our friendship going to end so soon ? or is it that you had never treated me as ur fren ? why ... why must you do that to me ... T.T It's hurting , dont you know ? You talk craps about me which arent true at all , you said you are being ignored ? you said you're being left out .. what about me ? did you ever spare a thought for me at all ? did you ? no ... you didnt .. & tht's the reason why im being so sad right now ... I cried over it , it was because i treat you as my fren ! but what did you do to repay me ? It's just some few hurting words ... i seriously hate you from that time ever since you insulted HIM . You can , insult me all you want , all you like ! but why .. why did you choose to insult such an innocence person ? I like him , yea . but it's none of ur problem . why talk about him ? ): i will only feel more sad for that .. do you even know that ? :\ The feelings seriously .. seriously .. sucks to the core ...

Choose to ignore me , all you want . i dont care . i will just tell others i dont know you . hell yea , i wish to transfer .. staying in this sad place made me even sad ... but i cant ? i wanna see you everyday ... I wanna go up & say hello to you , but i cant get myself to do it .. i dont wanna leave the sch . it's because if i left , wht will happen to mingli ? my cute meimei . i not know .. Seriously , she also quite the same like me .. since it's like the whole class ? the whole sch ? ignoring us . whteva i do in sch , cher will think tht it's wrong .

To ICEPOP . btr not say something like forever anymore . It's hurting my feelings ... Do you know that ? no matter wht .. even when u speak that in other forms of language , it's still forever ... so shut up , tyvm :)

Did you , did you even treat me as ur twinneh ? why cant i feel it.. ): you're just going btr with other people .. why ? you could do that , but i couldnt .. ): i had known you for the 7th yr . yea . it's damn lonqq .. but .. sometimes .. have you ever considered abt me ?

Classmates ... classmates are to have fun together . but have i had any fun ? no . simply being bullied by you all D: suckyy . Whyyy . Am i that fun to play with ? im not .. sorry . i will simply get angry . Do anything that annoyed me & you will see .

Teachers! they're simply too unfair .. they think they're right , but sometimes they are not .. i have got no comments for that ...

Parents ... i know they care for me , for maybe it's just too much over ? :x yea .. i want you to care .. but not to stop me from going out , right?


CONTINUE , CONTINUE LIKE THAT & I WILL DIE SOONER OR LTR . OR MAYBE GO MAD . I HAVE GOT NO FRENS ! EVEN IF I GOT , NO TRUE FRENS .. ( accept for mingli & some others . )

HOW LONQQ DO I HAVE TO WAIT FOR YOU TO TRANSFER TO MY SCH ? I NOT KNOW .. OR EVEN , YOU MIGHT NOT BE TRANSFERRING ... OR EVEN WHEN U APPLIED TO MY SCH , THERE MIGHT NOT BE SPACE .. IM AFRAID .. IM AFRAID THT YOU WILL BEFRIEND ME AFTR YOU TRANSFERRED TO MY SCHH ):

I DONT WANNA LIVE )):


11August2010

.... It's a sad day ? if that's wht i wanna call it , it shall be . Maths .. i failed my maths test agn .. i felt like crying , but there's no cure for it alr . i know that .. but im just too careless .. i didnt know tht behind still got 2 more questions .. if i did the 2questions , i can confirm i will pass ! )):

Science test . i did revised awhile . but .. it's quite sad that i did sth careless in sci ? yea .. it shld be mass divide by volume , but i used mass & multiply by volume ! goshh ):

EL period . it made me so angry ! ;wild . cher say go research & go print out ??! why cant we just write out ? damn it ):

Art period .. i didnt bring anything . so shared with mingli :) mingli kindkind :O hais .. cher go help all other ppl with their kites , helped them poke holes , but i asked him to help me , but why he ignored me ??! my heart sank ): ): ): terrible feeling shot right into my head :\

Aftr art .. went to art rm with art cher .. wasted so much of my time , then went eat lunch or whteva with wengui . omgee . forgot bring reed . )): cant go home take , or else will late .. cher's fault ! )):

Uhhs , then took reed from linda . blahhs . size 3 siaa ... difficult blow )): hai me play till so headache & dizzy ..

Aftr band , bus-ed home with angelina & vivi .. i hate angelina .. anyway , the 1st paragraph refers to her . )): She say she being left out , but she didnt even spare a thought for me .. im just beside her , & wht i said were being ignored .. you ignored me , yet you still dare somebody made you feel left out ? WTH . CRAPS. VIVI SAY SHE DIDNT SAID THT ON PURPOSE , BUT , OBVIOUSLY . SHE DID !

She's simply my head spinning .. sucky .. I hate tht :O

( anyway , thnx vivi for lending me ur sci textbook B . )