Cant get over you ):

It's harder to be done than said . I always indeed said that i don't know him , & even when i know him , i don't like him . But im just lying to myself ..

A you , it's huge enough , like a rock , to trash me deep into the ground , a you , can make a difference in my life . All along i thought that i could get over you , but i cant ? Even when you don't really know me , i still love you , i wonder why . I want to get you erased from my memory , but it's extreme terror . By erasing you from my memory , it's better as i will never remember you , or to even love you . However , if you're being erased , my heart will be empty . It's hard .. I should learn to let go & to learn to live without you .

I know i might not be suitable for you , i don't even get a chance to be . I wanna give out . ): Why is it that when i see you , i run away from you , but when i don't get to see you i miss you ..

Continue , i must be happy , & never to think about you again :) But can i ever do it ?

( P.S : Abv picture is all typed out by me , it's ugly , i know )