You're forever my brother.

Hope you walk away smoothly.. I know you don't want to leave us, but you cant decide on your life. We all know tht. & even when we're upset, we will move on. Because we believe tht you'll be watching over us, & doesn't want us to get sad over this. We will stay strong (: Don't worry for us. However, i felt so guilty. I shld had let you to go home tht day aftr band when you complaint tht you had a headachee.. Even when i know tht you are having a headache, i did not let you go home. Sorry.. I'm just too selfish ): I'm upset. Aftr your passing away, we will never be sharing happy memories together anymore. But i will always put you in my heart, always remembering you, as a fren, as my splendid brother (': Maybe you might forget those moments tht we had spent together, but it's okay. I will not blame you . I will remember it for you. If there's a next live, i hope tht you will be my real life brother. (: I know & i truely know that you will always be by our side and help us when we have difficulties (': Rest in peace, brother.