You're the one on my mind when i'm feeling low

Had band games day today. And i had a super and totally mixed emotions. Cried, sad, angry, happy, laughed. Got no idea what i'm doing. And i seriously dont rly like two of my junior. Maybe they think that they rule or wht? But actually not. What rights have you got to scold me? Afterall it's just a game, why do you even bother so much? While playing the captain ball, with again, vivi's nose tio hit. She thinks it became flat. No, it did not. It's still as cute as ever? But she ignored me and angelina, aftr went to look for nicole and phyllis. Why? Can't you share your emotions with us? I'm so so hurt. Seniors came and asked me not to cry. Caring seniors huh? (: . And after i finally cheered up, like finally. Then went to nearby buildings and started dancing like mad. It's embarrassing, but who cares? (: As long as i'm happy.

So.. quarreled with babeyy for no special reason past few days. ): Realised that i'm such a crybaby. Crying over little things, am i that weak? Stay strong, this is what i tell myself, don't think about it anymore. But my tears just come flowing down. No idea how to control my tears. Just felt hurt. But recently, we'd patched up. Yes. It's true that couples or friends do quarrel, but they will always get back to each other after everything's over. How i wish you're right by my side whenever i cry, or feels upset. I need you, i rly do.. ♥ 

This wednesday did not went for band, because of service learning. Went to marine parade's national library to help them to pack books and arrange the books. It's tough. The rubber bands are hurting my hands, my fingers. Great, my hand smells of rubber bands after that. My finger even bleed. What is this? Abuse ah? Nahh just joking. Had fun on tht day. (: Took lots of photos. And guess what? 2e1 managed to pack and arrange 800thousands books despite of the number of people we've got since the npcc cadets went for their cca. We are super, :D. Gotten A+ for service learning grade. You know, when we first came into the packing room, the books are stacked taller than me. And we managed to clear everything, with nothing left. I'm so proud of it. Great job, 2e1 ! :D