Maybe you don't understand me enough

Thursday went for chinese tea thing. Everyone was supposed to brew tea for all the people in their group. So my group have me, mingli, shufang, kirstin, keith and cheeyong (: Fun day, i guess.

Yesterday was parade rehearsal, also our 6th month, but, i had got no time to spend with babeyy cause of band. Went 7/11 with wengui, angelina, shufang, huicheng clair and xiumin. He's upset that i cant pei him, i thought he ignored my messages, but he didnt. Sometimes i wonder, why are we quarreling so much? I actually cried while eating, cause he never reply my texts.

Went back to school, and set up instru after filling up my bottle. Just started to play songs and vivi arrived at arnd 2pm. She said that keith injured his head, 2cm cut. Worried. But guess he will be fine. Why are the boys so playful, that they injured an innocent boy by an ice lemon tea plastic bottle? I find that there's no stie in is world. The boys, who played at the beginning, DID NOT get punished. However, boonkiat got punished. He's just angry, because the plastic bottle hit him at first, so he threw the bottle back. Who knows, the guy who hit boonkiat hid behind keith, resulting in keith's injuries. I don't know what the situation is like, but this is what vivi told me. Seriously, can't they stop being so childish to play this way?

Parade rehearsal finally started at 3.30pm sharp. Band's sitting under the hot sun. While the UGs ? They're standing under the shade. What is this? I almost want to faint. And sweated a lot a lot. Till my hands and legs are itchy. Felt so hot. Yet feeling inside cold as well. Maybe i'm going sick? But no, i will not. I guess i willbe applying some sunblock lotion on monday's national day celebration. So, on monday, had to reach school by 6.30am, with everything done, bun up hair, fringe clipped up, uniform wore, with high heels. Great, i guess i'll have to wake up at 5am sharp. I should get some early sleep on sunday. Guess will be meeting vivi on monday at 6am sharp.

At last released from band at 6.40pm sharp. Walked with angelina, vivi and kokwai. They made me smile, and laugh at the same time after me being sad. I'm glad towards them. Thanks a lot though. Kokwai asked me for my phone number, and saved the contact as purple bag. After that he had to go home, thus never pei us go playground slack. Did some stretching with vivi and angelina and went home. Played sister's iphone, HAHA. I won her for taptap, on fast songs. But not slow songs. .__. .

Texted with babeyy, white bag and penguin at night. Penguin got macd to eat, but i don't have. Kinda felt like eating too. :/ .

Okay, so this morning, woke up, somehow quarreled with babeyy. I don't know why, but i feel tht he does not understand me, and i'm hurt. He say he will not do anything even after i tell him 'that' . But yet, he turned out to be angry in some way. And that really upset me. I thought that he will understand how i feel, but he didn't. My heart really hurts a lot, but i held on to our relationship, so i said sorry. Why? Because i loved him, and i want to continue loving him. I hope he will not, again, hurt me this way. Because this had happened many times.