It's all different ..

Sighs , my mind isn't giving me a break. Like a srly, it's like, you sat just a few seats away from me in class, & you don't even response to me much . I can sense that something is wrong you know . Just what is the something that triggered this type of you ? Not even like the past you . Chatting with others, happily. With me ? Like just speechless . Sigh . Just what did i do ? Someone, who used to be my bestf , turned out like this . Someone, who USED to care for me, changed . Perhaps, i'm too annoying that you don't wanna talk to me? I not know . I just know that, each time i looked at you and i feel like smiling, yet at the same time hurts a lot . Someone, who USED to accompany me like to everywhere, now don't even wanna chat with me. Maybe, it's easy for you to ignore me or give me cold response. But, it's totally different for me . Those memories we shared, maybe you might had forgotten, but i had not. I remembered that there was this time whereby you told me, you will protect me, the time before sec 2 camp, for the flying fox. & this time where you told me you won't leave me, after a terrible nightmare i had. But, you did ): ..

Sighs, just hoping that you will be happy . 

Alrights, shall stop all this nonsensical wordings here .
Dreamt of you quite a few times, that we will be bestfriends again, & it all seemed so real.....