What comes around goes around

So i guess... You dislike me? I've done so much for you, but what did you repay me with..? Insults? Or what. You claimed that i pangseh you, but did i? Did you even realize that i'm always with you..? No, you don't ... Yes. I did posted some unglam photos of people.. But i posted mine as well.... Whats the problem with remembering our memories in this way? I've always treated you as my very good friend regardless of what happened in the past... But yet? Turned out this way.. Seriously, i don't know if i should even trust you or not. You know someone treated you so good, but yet what you said about her? It's insults. Whatever which comes out your mouth hurts sometimes, do you know that? It's you who pangseh me... Yet you accused me that i pangseh you.. What is this..? Backstabbing people behind the person?

Sometimes i really wonder, why do things happen in just a short period of time? I have got no one to blame all the problems to, but only myself. I just wish that life was as simple as primary school times. It's tough living this way. Like what bestf. said, depression month. Whats up with life nowadays? People gets sad really easily.. I miss what we are in the past, we used to be so sweet. But these will never happen again, after yesterday.. I don't want any relationship anymore, so what for holding on to one that got destroyed for almost completely? I believe that chances are meant for people, maybe one or two, but nothing more than that.

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I miss my sisters. Going out with them on monday, and also celebrating bestf.'s birthday on thursday. Will be going back to my primary school on thursday after school as well (: . I miss blgps a lot a lot. I left lots of memories there. And i love those memories. ♥  Imma gonna eat at my beloved primary school on thursday. Afterall, i realized who exactly cares for me, and who doesn't appreciate my care for them. I'm not gonna waste time on them, likea seriously.